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Yeeeah, I have the whole vacations for making journals, polls and some other stuff. Even when my subscription will be gone after 29.07.


What exactly does it mean? I'm feeling that I lost reasons to be proud, to think that "I can do that" or feeling that any art of my life, even if it's some sketch, can be somehow special and awesome. I guess that God kicked my soul and trapped me into endless holes of agony and sadness. Currently, I made some arts, but... There will be always moment, when I'll say "Aaah, I give up!" and there are reasons about it:
My work won't get any attention from others.
deviantART seems to be more and more popularART. Here most of community attention gets manga artists. I rarely see some LITERATURE to be liked very much.
Why I need to do anything I want when I know that there's some things that I simply CAN'T do properly, even after many trainigs.
My patience gone. Really. Ask my brother why I lost my patience.

And even after correcting some things it still isn't "awesome". I saw too many examples from beign crap to become pro in unpredictible amount of time. And on my way, I see that beign popular in the fastest way is to being completely troll-ish. Just see ~chasethehedgehog to see what does it mean.

Even after many training I can't find out any awesomeness. I know, comparing to people like `adonihs, `Rahll, =NgBoy, *lastscionz, *alvinlee and many others is one of bad ways to giving self grades, but I'm feeling like most of people comares MY style of artworks to THEIRS. Even, if they somehow suck in reality (=NgBoy's reeditions of Alex has too big trapezius (or however is called the muscle of "no neck" effect) for some people), they're still make it even cooler. And mine? Even after some things, I still suck in such things like that. Even some of you'll say "But your style is still awesome as ever!" Or "It's still awesome!" there I'll say one thing: It's just YOUR opinion, not of the whole community. Who knows - maybe someone has watched me just because of "my vector art". Where I can't feel any joy and awesomeness in this. Or even more crazy situation - someone has watched just for making me bad artist.


One link and this will get coret answer: .

Still don't understand? Watch THIS video.


Comment, if still can't understand what I'm talikng about.


Well, my subscription will end at 29 July. So I guess that I need to take a serious job now.

I could do 5 full-coloured commissions for 3-month sub, but knowing your thoughts it will never be able with you.